It's Back

Maybe it was just a hard day, but the loneliness is back. I've been feeling it for a the last week or so, but last night it was really bad. Logically, I'm not alone, but I can't shake the feeling. I've lost who I was.

When I see Sean, I smile, but I don't always feel something. Is this taking longer than normal?

Let it be known!

At 11.5 weeks, Sean started teething. I'm not mentally ready for this, but hopefully everyone gets through it pain free ;)

Starting to come around

I'm finally starting to feel some love. Within in the last week or so was the first time I told him I loved him.
I think it's becoming easier as he develops..becomes more of a person. I can start to see him develop skills now.

i feel lucky to have him in my life..and not just him as a baby, but Sean, specifically. I don't think i would be able to imagine a better son.